Since losing my daughter the only happiness I can find is seeing my grandchildren play and have fun, when we were away the break from home and everything that has happened made me smile for the first time in 11 months, I was able to not worry about the cost of being away and be able to treat the children to penny sweets from the little shop and spend quality time with them. They were all doing what children should in the holidays - having fun and playing and not being aware of what we are all going through. For that week we felt like a normal family again. This would not have been possible without the support”